24/08/08
6:15am
i suddenly wake up with a tears in my eyes. i dont know how to explain what i feel that morning. its like i feel so empty inside. i cant feel any emotion.. Im like a robot that do what is programed to do. I decided to take a bath, thinking that it will erase the emaotion that i feel inside, but the icy cold water that splash all over my body has no effect. so i hurriedly finish my bath and do my daily routine.
25/08/08
5:30am
I was so excited because im going to the office.. to work. Thinking that the emptiness will be gone due to the things that i will do that day. and Im succesfully overcome it. I forgot that feeling and for a meantime i feel so warm, i feel the life inside me.
today.....
I realize that im wrong i still feel that feeling. I try to think and think what is missing in my life. why im not happy... to tell you the trth I still dont know the asnwer...... I wish God will appear right now and tell me my purpose in life.
8/26/2008
8/16/2008
early exit
hais.... marami pa akong sasabihin. kaso badtrip katabi ko. He's watching a porno. So bye for now.
boring day
17/018/08
hais..... What a day.... I feel like a stone. no where to go and dont know what to do... I always feel it everytime the weekends come.
I'd like to go somewhere but I dont know where. My life sucks!!!! I hate it!! Sometimes i wish that i was not born, to vanish in an instant. Just disappear! Right now, I'm thinking what would be my life if I was born with a silver spoon on my mouth. Would i meet all my friends? who woild be my parents?... Bill GAtes? Henry Sy? or Brad Pitt. hehehe What the Heck!
But come to think of it.... I love myself, I love my life, But there is some part that i want to erase. If there is only a thing or machine that allows you to change the things, moment, time Etc. I will be happy to buy one. hehehehe.
hais..... What a day.... I feel like a stone. no where to go and dont know what to do... I always feel it everytime the weekends come.
I'd like to go somewhere but I dont know where. My life sucks!!!! I hate it!! Sometimes i wish that i was not born, to vanish in an instant. Just disappear! Right now, I'm thinking what would be my life if I was born with a silver spoon on my mouth. Would i meet all my friends? who woild be my parents?... Bill GAtes? Henry Sy? or Brad Pitt. hehehe What the Heck!
But come to think of it.... I love myself, I love my life, But there is some part that i want to erase. If there is only a thing or machine that allows you to change the things, moment, time Etc. I will be happy to buy one. hehehehe.
8/08/2008
books...
i buy this one at St Francis square last Wednesday when I join jef, jelyn and ate cherry to go there. I got this one for only 50.00 hehehe a good bargain isn't it? and i already finished reading it and my God! i like the story hehehe. ( but Harry Potter is he best!!!!) hehehe. anyway after i buy this one im crazy looking for its boo1 and 3 and unfortunetly I found nothing!! Grrr!! i search the internet for the the bookstore here and even the library. But i found nothing.PLEASE WHO EVER HAVE A COPY OF THE BOOK "NEW MOON" AND "BELDAN'S FIRE" BY MIDORI SYNDER. PLS EMAIL ME AND IM INTERESTED TO BUY IT. many thanks
8/07/2008
updates....
It's been a long time since i write here... and I missed it. Since the day I read some blog I told myself to not write here anymore. I also thinking if should I delete it or not. Well thanks to Inday i kept my blog to read an update of her jokes. And also that i promise someone out there that i will write my thoughts here.
anyway let start my updates....
July 30, 2008
Feia, already leave Eway, she is my"ka batch" , we share a lot of things. before she left were talking over the phone the our frist day at work. I got here at DPC lobby 4:00am I stood there waiting for the clock to stirke at 6:00am so that i can go upstair and start the training. For two hours of waiting is not a big deal, because i have a chat with my "ka batch, feia, tonny, rico, geai, mary grace and ate leanne. we talked how we get there where i'm living etc. etc. and etc. feai and I have an argreement that we will stick to the company for 6mos only. But we didnt stick to the plan.. and youre going to ask me why? hmmmm still dont know the asnwer... as for Feia i think she finally got a reason to left. I understand her she leave the company to take charged of her Tito's business that he gave to her. at first she;s reluctant to accept it, but I insist that she must. and now she doing ok, still adjusting to her new work. and i missed her so much.because she;s the only person here who know me better.
July 31, 31
larry left the company and I know he's doing fine at his new job.... Good luck larry, always keep in touch.
August 8, 2008
Last day of Allan here on Eway.... he will be working soon at Supreme Court of the Phil.
this is the work that will suits him. because we know that he's smart ass person. hehehe
thats for the updates. and as for me... still here alive and kicking hehehe
anyway let start my updates....
July 30, 2008
Feia, already leave Eway, she is my"ka batch" , we share a lot of things. before she left were talking over the phone the our frist day at work. I got here at DPC lobby 4:00am I stood there waiting for the clock to stirke at 6:00am so that i can go upstair and start the training. For two hours of waiting is not a big deal, because i have a chat with my "ka batch, feia, tonny, rico, geai, mary grace and ate leanne. we talked how we get there where i'm living etc. etc. and etc. feai and I have an argreement that we will stick to the company for 6mos only. But we didnt stick to the plan.. and youre going to ask me why? hmmmm still dont know the asnwer... as for Feia i think she finally got a reason to left. I understand her she leave the company to take charged of her Tito's business that he gave to her. at first she;s reluctant to accept it, but I insist that she must. and now she doing ok, still adjusting to her new work. and i missed her so much.because she;s the only person here who know me better.
July 31, 31
larry left the company and I know he's doing fine at his new job.... Good luck larry, always keep in touch.
August 8, 2008
Last day of Allan here on Eway.... he will be working soon at Supreme Court of the Phil.
this is the work that will suits him. because we know that he's smart ass person. hehehe
thats for the updates. and as for me... still here alive and kicking hehehe
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