July 9 2009
Ever heard of the song with a line of "we have the right love at the wrong time"?.. at first i dont believed in this line. coz whe you love there is no right time or place you just fall in love and thats when the magic start...
May 2009, i've never though that i will fall in love so easily, I just saw him sitting in export department and he cough my eyes, and everything then feels like heaven. and i told myself that he will be my friend. He became my smoke buddies and lunch mate.. from that we chat a lot talking non sence thing, ideas, inspiration, until one day we talked about more serius thing. Love, life, and dreans of having a family. We decided to continue our talk in a bar along makati ave. to cut the story short we found out that we like each other more than the friendship that we have already.
The Ff day we set the rules for our "relationship", we need this rules to continue our forbiden love, yes its forbiden coz he already have someone and they living together for almost 3 years now. I know its wrong but what should i do, i loves him so much and i will do anything, anything for him. i know that he also love me, and i feel his pain. i dont want hi to suffer with our stuation, so i always adjust in everything and i know he also adjust so that we will not cought.
July, our communication become very seldom. and i dont have any idea whats happening to him, to our relationship, the only reason that i still not giving up is because of his promise, that I have to hold on.. wait for the right time, he promise that he will make a way for us. we wish that everything go easy as plan, but i know it will not, who i am to break them apart, i know that our relationship are not that strong compare to the relationship that they have.
I know that time will come that this will end, and honestly.... i dont know if i can take it. Now... im still sticking to hs promise that we will have our own time. and i will still hold on until he's the one who would tell that i should let him go....
Listening to Hold On by Shamrock
8/09/2009
6/07/2009
an open letter
June 8 2009
Hi there,
I dont know if you can read this letter, but i hope you will...
If this is dream... i dont want to wake up anymore. And loving you will sent me to the fire of hell, I will accept it. I know that this is wrong, but what can i do? It tried to fight this feeling but it just grow and grow everything that i think of you.
you said to left some for myself just in case time for the tme that we will part ways.
I dont want to think of the feture, im happy to know that you love me. and you know that i love you more. I will not demand anything from you because we both aware of the real score. But i always pray to God, that someday you will be mine if not.... I will be happy to be sent in hell for my punishment. If people will ask me if im ready to die, I will say, yes. for once in my life there is someone who loved me.
I understand that this situation is hard on you as well.. but baby lets worked it out even just for a while. I promise that will never leave you.
I think this is enugh for this time, for i cant fight my tears anymore..
I love you baby and Im willing to sacrifice anything for you.
Smile always baby i love you so much
Hi there,
I dont know if you can read this letter, but i hope you will...
If this is dream... i dont want to wake up anymore. And loving you will sent me to the fire of hell, I will accept it. I know that this is wrong, but what can i do? It tried to fight this feeling but it just grow and grow everything that i think of you.
you said to left some for myself just in case time for the tme that we will part ways.
I dont want to think of the feture, im happy to know that you love me. and you know that i love you more. I will not demand anything from you because we both aware of the real score. But i always pray to God, that someday you will be mine if not.... I will be happy to be sent in hell for my punishment. If people will ask me if im ready to die, I will say, yes. for once in my life there is someone who loved me.
I understand that this situation is hard on you as well.. but baby lets worked it out even just for a while. I promise that will never leave you.
I think this is enugh for this time, for i cant fight my tears anymore..
I love you baby and Im willing to sacrifice anything for you.
Smile always baby i love you so much
.........
June 8, 2009
whoa!!!! mt blog still active! hooray!!
After so many months, I will right again here. to share what i feel and thinhs inside my mind.
Actually i dont know where to start.. in my life? career? or lovelife?.
so... i think im just going to give the high lights...
MCC- Medical is growing after a year ( after ate Tina left eway ) Lolo got me a partner yehey!! her name is Ella ( ohh so jung ) she's a event manager of her own company. She's nice and very friendly.
Kuya allan paul from bikol as well join our team. he's a new in the team so i dont know more about him.
( I hope that this is the sign that im waiting for, maybe after a teach all the ehings a know to them, im ready to leave eway and face a new challeges in my life.)
On march this year, i decide to buy a house in lot in cavite, not for me but for my family. I know that this is long term decicion but i have to face the fact that we have to move to a new house, beside this is dream come true for me...
whoa!!!! mt blog still active! hooray!!
After so many months, I will right again here. to share what i feel and thinhs inside my mind.
Actually i dont know where to start.. in my life? career? or lovelife?.
so... i think im just going to give the high lights...
MCC- Medical is growing after a year ( after ate Tina left eway ) Lolo got me a partner yehey!! her name is Ella ( ohh so jung ) she's a event manager of her own company. She's nice and very friendly.
Kuya allan paul from bikol as well join our team. he's a new in the team so i dont know more about him.
( I hope that this is the sign that im waiting for, maybe after a teach all the ehings a know to them, im ready to leave eway and face a new challeges in my life.)
On march this year, i decide to buy a house in lot in cavite, not for me but for my family. I know that this is long term decicion but i have to face the fact that we have to move to a new house, beside this is dream come true for me...
1/06/2009
What's your name mean ( complete version)
You Are Carefree and Passionate
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.
WHAT'S YOUR NAME MEAN?
You Are Carefree and Passionate
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.
12/30/2008
New Year's Resolution
10 hrs to go and it will official 2009.
But before i say good bye to 2008,... I will put some regulation or resolution for myself....
1. I will stop smoking ( dear God!! help me!!)
2. I will stop being to frank to other people.
3. I will save some money for myself and future use.
4. I will watch my diet starting Jan 2, 2009!! ( wag ng umangal, mahirap n un!!)
And there is also some things that i will continue....
1. I will never ever forget to attend Mass every sunday.
2. To drink moderately.
This blog will served as my witness and a reminder as well, when the times come that i forgot what i promise to myself. I not sure if I can do this, but it is worth trying.Beside, there is nothing to lose.
But before i say good bye to 2008,... I will put some regulation or resolution for myself....
1. I will stop smoking ( dear God!! help me!!)
2. I will stop being to frank to other people.
3. I will save some money for myself and future use.
4. I will watch my diet starting Jan 2, 2009!! ( wag ng umangal, mahirap n un!!)
And there is also some things that i will continue....
1. I will never ever forget to attend Mass every sunday.
2. To drink moderately.
This blog will served as my witness and a reminder as well, when the times come that i forgot what i promise to myself. I not sure if I can do this, but it is worth trying.Beside, there is nothing to lose.
12/05/2008
script for stage play
Title: R E S P E T O
Plot: Hell Kingdom
Main Char: Queen Shalala
Prime Ministres Anselmada
Quasimoda
Macho Phapa
Mga Etchoserang Frogs ( lumang kasapi ng samahan ng tagapagpayaman sa Hell Kingdom)
1st Scene:
Place: Bulwagan ng Hell Kingdom
Nag patawag ng pag pupulong si PM Anselmada sa lahat ng pinuno sa Hell Kingdom.
PM Anselmada: Ang lahat ay inaanyayahan na nagbigay ng munkahi para sa nalalapit na Peging na gaganapin sa Disyembre 19, 1602. Ang lahat ay inuutusan na magbigay ng lugar kung saan magandang ganapin ang nasabing pagtitipon.
Macho Phapa: hmmmm san kaya maganda kaibigan?
Quasimoda: Basta maghanap na lang tayo.
Etchoserang frog 1: Kagalang galang na Prime Ministres Anselamada. Sa palagay ko, Kunti lang ang makukuha ninyong suporta mula sa samahan ng mga tagapagpayaman sa kaharian.
PM Anselmada: Walang kaso, basta kung may maibibigay kayo kahit kunting impormaston.
Mga Etchoserang frogs: Makaka asa ka Prime Ministress Anselmada.
Scene 2:
Place: Silid ng Pagpupulong
Mga tauhan sa eksena: Queen Shalala, PM Anselmada, Quasimoda, Macho Phapa, Mga Etchoserang frogs and lahat ng tao na naninirahan sa Hell Kingdom
Queen Shalala: Lahat ay tinipon tipon upang ipagbigay alam sa lahat ng nasasakupan ng Hell Kingdom, Na sa dadating na Peging ang lugar kung saan natin ito ipagdaraos. Ang lugar na napili ay ang Bundok ng Ginaw na natatagpuan sa kabilang ibayo ng mundo!
Ang peging ay magsisimula ng ala sais ng gabi hanngan ala sais ng umaga! At wag po tayung mag alala sa atin kakain dahil ang inyong likod na si Queen Shalala ay maghahanda ng tusok tusok food para sa atin lhat!!
Quasimoda at Macho Phapa ( with their alagad ): Yehey!! mabuhay ang Reyna!! yehey!!
Queen Sahalala: Ngunit, subalit at dapatwa.... may kaunting bagay na dapat malaman ang lahat. Tayo ay magbibigay ng ginto upang naibayad sa mga karwaheng magdadala sa atin papunta sa Bunkod ng ginaw sa kabilang ibayo ng mundo.
Quasimoda at Macho Phapa ( with their alagad ):Yehey!! sasakay ng Karwahe!! yehey!!
Queen Sahalala: dalawang pitak ng ginto lamang ang atin ibibigay!
Etchoserang frog 2: mahal na Reyna... Papano po ang mga taong hindi makakasama sa Peging?
Queen Shalala: Hindi pipilitin ng Hell Kingdom ang taong hindi makakasama sa peging. Pero gusto ko lang ipaalam sa lahat na ang Peging na ito ay isang pagtitipon ng mga kapamilya o kamag anakan. At sa Kaharian ito tayong lhat ay para na rin isang pamilya. Kaya hidi ko kayo pipilitin na sumama kapamilya.
PM Anselmada: Pero sa mga taong hindi makakasama sa Peging ay dapat magbayad ng dalawang pitak ng ginto. Sasama man o hindi.
Quasimoda at Macho Phapa ( with their alagad ):Yehey!! Yehey!!
Scene 3:
Place: Pagawaan
Mga Tauhan: Mga tagapagpayaman sa Hell Kingdom.
Mga Etchoserang Frogs ( lumang kasapi ng samahan ng tagapagpayaman sa Hell Kingdom)
Etchoserang frog 1: Paanu na yun? hindi ka makakasama pero magbabayad ka?
Etchoserang frog 2: Alam mo ba ang lugar na pupuntahan? at sa panahon natin ngaun baka magkasakit tayo.
Etchoserang frog 3: At baka andun ang mga bandido na kumakalaban sa pwersa ng mundo.
Etchoserang frog 4: Anu ang dapat natin gawin?
Etchoserang frog 5: Gumawa tayo ng liham ng paghingi ng ibang lugar na pwedeng puntahan.
Etchoserang frog 6: OO nga. Tara!
gumawa ng liham nga paghingi ng ibang plano para sa Peging. Ang lahat ng ito ay pinadala sa pamamagitan ng kwagong de kuryente. At ang lahat ng mga ito ay nababasa ng mga nakakatanda at nakakataas sa lahat sa Hell Kingdom. At ito ang dahilan ng pagkataranta ng mga pinuno sa Hell Kingdom.
Last Scene:
Lugar: Silid ng Pagpupulong
Mga tauhan sa eksena: Queen Shalala, PM Anselmada, Quasimoda, Macho Phapa, Mga Etchoserang frogs and lahat ng tao na naninirahan sa Hell Kingdom
queen Shalala: Hindi ko alam kung saan ako magsisimula, pero gusto sanang ipaalam sa lahat na hidi na matutuloy ang Peging na pinaghandaan natin. Ito ay sa kautusan ni Haring Danilo Linno XX.
Prime Ministress Anselmada: Ang pinagpaguran ng reyna ay wala na, alam natin lahat kung paano sya naghirap para dito. kahit ako nakikita ko ang paghihirap nya. sana naman makipa tulungan kayo, dahil para sa inyo itong ginagawa nya.
Queen Shalala: respeto! karapat dapat ako sa inyong respeto. OO maraming naungan manirahan sakin sa kaharian na ito. pero karapat dapat din ako sa Respeto! kayo hindi nyo ba naisip kung bakit ako at hindi kayo ang nasa posisyon nyan? bakit di nyo tanungin ang Haring Danilo! huhuhu. Wala na tayong Peging. dito na lang tayo sa bulwagan nag dadaos nito. huhuhu.
PM Anselmada: Sa mga taong may gustong sabihin, tumayo habanng magkakaharap tayo dito. Hindi kung saan nakatalikod saka ang daming sinasabi.
Lahat: (tahimik na nakikinig sa dalawang pinuno)
Queen Shalala: Kung wala ng sasabihin, tinatapos ko ng ang pagpupulong na ito, MALIGAYANG PEGING SA INYONG LAHAT ( SA pang uuyam na tono)
----- THE END -----
Lesson: RESPECT, BEGETS RESPECT.
Plot: Hell Kingdom
Main Char: Queen Shalala
Prime Ministres Anselmada
Quasimoda
Macho Phapa
Mga Etchoserang Frogs ( lumang kasapi ng samahan ng tagapagpayaman sa Hell Kingdom)
1st Scene:
Place: Bulwagan ng Hell Kingdom
Nag patawag ng pag pupulong si PM Anselmada sa lahat ng pinuno sa Hell Kingdom.
PM Anselmada: Ang lahat ay inaanyayahan na nagbigay ng munkahi para sa nalalapit na Peging na gaganapin sa Disyembre 19, 1602. Ang lahat ay inuutusan na magbigay ng lugar kung saan magandang ganapin ang nasabing pagtitipon.
Macho Phapa: hmmmm san kaya maganda kaibigan?
Quasimoda: Basta maghanap na lang tayo.
Etchoserang frog 1: Kagalang galang na Prime Ministres Anselamada. Sa palagay ko, Kunti lang ang makukuha ninyong suporta mula sa samahan ng mga tagapagpayaman sa kaharian.
PM Anselmada: Walang kaso, basta kung may maibibigay kayo kahit kunting impormaston.
Mga Etchoserang frogs: Makaka asa ka Prime Ministress Anselmada.
Scene 2:
Place: Silid ng Pagpupulong
Mga tauhan sa eksena: Queen Shalala, PM Anselmada, Quasimoda, Macho Phapa, Mga Etchoserang frogs and lahat ng tao na naninirahan sa Hell Kingdom
Queen Shalala: Lahat ay tinipon tipon upang ipagbigay alam sa lahat ng nasasakupan ng Hell Kingdom, Na sa dadating na Peging ang lugar kung saan natin ito ipagdaraos. Ang lugar na napili ay ang Bundok ng Ginaw na natatagpuan sa kabilang ibayo ng mundo!
Ang peging ay magsisimula ng ala sais ng gabi hanngan ala sais ng umaga! At wag po tayung mag alala sa atin kakain dahil ang inyong likod na si Queen Shalala ay maghahanda ng tusok tusok food para sa atin lhat!!
Quasimoda at Macho Phapa ( with their alagad ): Yehey!! mabuhay ang Reyna!! yehey!!
Queen Sahalala: Ngunit, subalit at dapatwa.... may kaunting bagay na dapat malaman ang lahat. Tayo ay magbibigay ng ginto upang naibayad sa mga karwaheng magdadala sa atin papunta sa Bunkod ng ginaw sa kabilang ibayo ng mundo.
Quasimoda at Macho Phapa ( with their alagad ):Yehey!! sasakay ng Karwahe!! yehey!!
Queen Sahalala: dalawang pitak ng ginto lamang ang atin ibibigay!
Etchoserang frog 2: mahal na Reyna... Papano po ang mga taong hindi makakasama sa Peging?
Queen Shalala: Hindi pipilitin ng Hell Kingdom ang taong hindi makakasama sa peging. Pero gusto ko lang ipaalam sa lahat na ang Peging na ito ay isang pagtitipon ng mga kapamilya o kamag anakan. At sa Kaharian ito tayong lhat ay para na rin isang pamilya. Kaya hidi ko kayo pipilitin na sumama kapamilya.
PM Anselmada: Pero sa mga taong hindi makakasama sa Peging ay dapat magbayad ng dalawang pitak ng ginto. Sasama man o hindi.
Quasimoda at Macho Phapa ( with their alagad ):Yehey!! Yehey!!
Scene 3:
Place: Pagawaan
Mga Tauhan: Mga tagapagpayaman sa Hell Kingdom.
Mga Etchoserang Frogs ( lumang kasapi ng samahan ng tagapagpayaman sa Hell Kingdom)
Etchoserang frog 1: Paanu na yun? hindi ka makakasama pero magbabayad ka?
Etchoserang frog 2: Alam mo ba ang lugar na pupuntahan? at sa panahon natin ngaun baka magkasakit tayo.
Etchoserang frog 3: At baka andun ang mga bandido na kumakalaban sa pwersa ng mundo.
Etchoserang frog 4: Anu ang dapat natin gawin?
Etchoserang frog 5: Gumawa tayo ng liham ng paghingi ng ibang lugar na pwedeng puntahan.
Etchoserang frog 6: OO nga. Tara!
gumawa ng liham nga paghingi ng ibang plano para sa Peging. Ang lahat ng ito ay pinadala sa pamamagitan ng kwagong de kuryente. At ang lahat ng mga ito ay nababasa ng mga nakakatanda at nakakataas sa lahat sa Hell Kingdom. At ito ang dahilan ng pagkataranta ng mga pinuno sa Hell Kingdom.
Last Scene:
Lugar: Silid ng Pagpupulong
Mga tauhan sa eksena: Queen Shalala, PM Anselmada, Quasimoda, Macho Phapa, Mga Etchoserang frogs and lahat ng tao na naninirahan sa Hell Kingdom
queen Shalala: Hindi ko alam kung saan ako magsisimula, pero gusto sanang ipaalam sa lahat na hidi na matutuloy ang Peging na pinaghandaan natin. Ito ay sa kautusan ni Haring Danilo Linno XX.
Prime Ministress Anselmada: Ang pinagpaguran ng reyna ay wala na, alam natin lahat kung paano sya naghirap para dito. kahit ako nakikita ko ang paghihirap nya. sana naman makipa tulungan kayo, dahil para sa inyo itong ginagawa nya.
Queen Shalala: respeto! karapat dapat ako sa inyong respeto. OO maraming naungan manirahan sakin sa kaharian na ito. pero karapat dapat din ako sa Respeto! kayo hindi nyo ba naisip kung bakit ako at hindi kayo ang nasa posisyon nyan? bakit di nyo tanungin ang Haring Danilo! huhuhu. Wala na tayong Peging. dito na lang tayo sa bulwagan nag dadaos nito. huhuhu.
PM Anselmada: Sa mga taong may gustong sabihin, tumayo habanng magkakaharap tayo dito. Hindi kung saan nakatalikod saka ang daming sinasabi.
Lahat: (tahimik na nakikinig sa dalawang pinuno)
Queen Shalala: Kung wala ng sasabihin, tinatapos ko ng ang pagpupulong na ito, MALIGAYANG PEGING SA INYONG LAHAT ( SA pang uuyam na tono)
----- THE END -----
Lesson: RESPECT, BEGETS RESPECT.
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