an open letter

June 8 2009

Hi there,

I dont know if you can read this letter, but i hope you will...

If this is dream... i dont want to wake up anymore. And loving you will sent me to the fire of hell, I will accept it. I know that this is wrong, but what can i do? It tried to fight this feeling but it just grow and grow everything that i think of you.
you said to left some for myself just in case time for the tme that we will part ways.
I dont want to think of the feture, im happy to know that you love me. and you know that i love you more. I will not demand anything from you because we both aware of the real score. But i always pray to God, that someday you will be mine if not.... I will be happy to be sent in hell for my punishment. If people will ask me if im ready to die, I will say, yes. for once in my life there is someone who loved me.
I understand that this situation is hard on you as well.. but baby lets worked it out even just for a while. I promise that will never leave you.

I think this is enugh for this time, for i cant fight my tears anymore..

I love you baby and Im willing to sacrifice anything for you.

Smile always baby i love you so much