6/07/2009

an open letter

June 8 2009

Hi there,

I dont know if you can read this letter, but i hope you will...

If this is dream... i dont want to wake up anymore. And loving you will sent me to the fire of hell, I will accept it. I know that this is wrong, but what can i do? It tried to fight this feeling but it just grow and grow everything that i think of you.
you said to left some for myself just in case time for the tme that we will part ways.
I dont want to think of the feture, im happy to know that you love me. and you know that i love you more. I will not demand anything from you because we both aware of the real score. But i always pray to God, that someday you will be mine if not.... I will be happy to be sent in hell for my punishment. If people will ask me if im ready to die, I will say, yes. for once in my life there is someone who loved me.
I understand that this situation is hard on you as well.. but baby lets worked it out even just for a while. I promise that will never leave you.

I think this is enugh for this time, for i cant fight my tears anymore..

I love you baby and Im willing to sacrifice anything for you.

Smile always baby i love you so much

.........

June 8, 2009

whoa!!!! mt blog still active! hooray!!

After so many months, I will right again here. to share what i feel and thinhs inside my mind.

Actually i dont know where to start.. in my life? career? or lovelife?.

so... i think im just going to give the high lights...

MCC- Medical is growing after a year ( after ate Tina left eway ) Lolo got me a partner yehey!! her name is Ella ( ohh so jung ) she's a event manager of her own company. She's nice and very friendly.
Kuya allan paul from bikol as well join our team. he's a new in the team so i dont know more about him.
( I hope that this is the sign that im waiting for, maybe after a teach all the ehings a know to them, im ready to leave eway and face a new challeges in my life.)

On march this year, i decide to buy a house in lot in cavite, not for me but for my family. I know that this is long term decicion but i have to face the fact that we have to move to a new house, beside this is dream come true for me...